I felt dysphoric during sex for the first time ever the other day.
It was pretty unsettling for me, i didn’t expect to feel that way because my gender identity has never affected how i feel during intimacy before. I’m not entirely sure why i suddenly felt dysphoric but i’m hoping that when i’m with the right person, it won’t be an issue again.
Other than that, i have no complaints about the whole thing, it was a pretty great night and it was wonderful seeing and catching up with the person involved. That was the first night in a long time that i felt happy (other than the dysphoria of course) and it wasn’t just because of sex, she naturally cheers me up when she’s around and she takes my mind off how low i’m feeling. She tried her best to make me feel more positive about my body and she was just really sweet.
Now i just need to try and feel happier like that more often =)
(Source: sporketysporkism)