SporketySpork

SporketySpork I’m Tyler, 21 years old and i live in England.

I’m figuring out who i am, this blog is for me to document my struggles with gender and life in general. It’s also here to help anyone going through similar troubles. I intend to do this by being completely open and honest about everything that goes on and offering my support to those who want/need it.

Please bear in mind; labels aren't for everyone, but i like mine, they help me remember myself.

I love football, guitar, bass, air drumming, singing (despite my lack of talent), art, poetry, expression, nature, discovering, zoning out to music, watching sunsets and sunrises, listening to birds on summer mornings, long strolls away from civilisation, being a romantic no matter how cheesy it gets, sentimental moments, androgyny, being queer, people watching, being asked questions that challenge me...

My second blog is;
http://findingbeautyin.tumblr.com

Youtube;
http://www.youtube.com/user/TylerrrTheAndroGaymo

I felt dysphoric during sex for the first time ever the other day.

It was pretty unsettling for me, i didn’t expect to feel that way because my gender identity has never affected how i feel during intimacy before. I’m not entirely sure why i suddenly felt dysphoric but i’m hoping that when i’m with the right person, it won’t be an issue again.

Other than that, i have no complaints about the whole thing, it was a pretty great night and it was wonderful seeing and catching up with the person involved. That was the first night in a long time that i felt happy (other than the dysphoria of course) and it wasn’t just because of sex, she naturally cheers me up when she’s around and she takes my mind off how low i’m feeling. She tried her best to make me feel more positive about my body and she was just really sweet.

Now i just need to try and feel happier like that more often =)

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