SporketySpork

SporketySpork I’m Tyler, 21 years old and i live in England.

I’m figuring out who i am, this blog is for me to document my struggles with gender and life in general. It’s also here to help anyone going through similar troubles. I intend to do this by being completely open and honest about everything that goes on and offering my support to those who want/need it.

Please bear in mind; labels aren't for everyone, but i like mine, they help me remember myself.

I love football, guitar, bass, air drumming, singing (despite my lack of talent), art, poetry, expression, nature, discovering, zoning out to music, watching sunsets and sunrises, listening to birds on summer mornings, long strolls away from civilisation, being a romantic no matter how cheesy it gets, sentimental moments, androgyny, being queer, people watching, being asked questions that challenge me...

My second blog is;
http://findingbeautyin.tumblr.com

Youtube;
http://www.youtube.com/user/TylerrrTheAndroGaymo

Received this in my inbox on YouTube 18/1/12

Hello “Tyler”,
you are what you are and have to deal with it, like everybody else. Stop trying to pretend to be “better” than others because you consider yourself “genderless”. You have to play your gender role, you have to do what society expects from you. If you don’t, you have to suffer from the consequences.
Just look what you have between your legs. If you have male private parts, you are a man, if you have female private parts, you are a woman. Understood?
I am sorry to inform you that your gay experiment won’t have a future. Please try to understand this. It was fun for a while, like watching weird looking animals in a zoo, but only as long as you were hiding and not showing your affection to the same sex in public. Years ago, homosexuality was merely the base for novels or movies. But now that you are demanding equal rights, we straight people have to face a real problem. You are naughty and greedy. You have overdone things. And because you demand too much, you won’t get anything.
There can be a feeling of profound friendship between two members of the same sex, yes, but never love. Never ever. You can be friends with another girl. But you can never ever love another girl. That’s not possible. There is a reason why two sexes (male and female) exist.
I have to say that you don’t understand what you and your fellow homosexuals are trying to do. You want to question what we straight people value: marriage between a man and a woman, adoption rights, social/tax benefits for husband and wife, the safety a normal family can provide for their children and many other things.
I want to say that I will use every legal measure to keep off homosexual people from having equal rights.
There isn’t an endless amount of human rights available, we have to deploy our resources carefully and wisely.
Eventually you will understand this one day.
It is unbelievable how you, the LGBTQ people think that your sexual orientation could ever be socially accepted. It is such a miscalculation to assume that you would ever be equal. You can never expect that. Never ever. I will take every legal measure to fight you, I will try to avoid contact with you in real life. I don’t want to be touched by you (e.g. by shaking hands), I don’t want to sit next to you in a bus, I don’t want you in or near my family. I might have already met gay people, that’s why we need some sort of worlwide database where all the LGBTQ people are listed. So that we normal (=straight) people can avoid you.
There are things in the world that are just not okay. Being gay is one of them. I would love to be able to avoid you, but even in my peaceful, normal city there was a “Pride” this summer, a LGBTQ march for equal rights. How dare you to claim that homosexuality is normal.
Most straight people don’t show openly their aversion for you, but that doesn’t mean that they approve your lifestyle. Straight people might not beat you up, they might even talk and smile to you, but only on the outside. On the inside they wait until the laws that protect you will become invalid and then…dare you.
If you can’t conform to our (straight) society, you won’t be a part of our society.
We will get rid of the gays. One way or another.
Homosexuality is, like pedophilia, an abnormal sexual behaviour. A disability. A flaw. Something you HAVE to fight.
If you can’t control your emotions then you’re - excuse my language - f****ed.
Discipline, self control, rational thoughts should always dominate your mind.
I’m not very religious, and I don’t know what God wants. We just have to deal with the facts: why are far more than 90% of all people straight? Because we are RIGHT and you homosexuals are WRONG.
The reason why you are gay is that you want attention, or you want to find an excuse why you can’t live your life to the fullest, or why you don’t need to reproduce, maybe you even want to find a reason to sue your former employer for firing you. Then you tell everyone ‘Oh it’s because I’m gay, he/she fired me because of this!’
Your wrong sexual orientation disgusts me to no end.
Suppressing your wrong feelings for the same sex and your abnormal libido, that’s what you should do. It’s a matter of discipline. Until scientists will find a medicine that helps against homosexuality, you gay people are on your own to fight it. Because it is you who are causing the problem.
Never forget: as long as you are gay, you are a lesser human being. You are weak and vulnerable. We normal (=straight) people can do with you whatever we want to.
Soon you will be very sorry for who you are. You will apologise to all of us normal people.
We can’t allow gay people to go for their sexual orientation. If everyone did what gays do, the world would turn into chaos. Even to imagine how two girls/two guys make out is unbearably disgusting.
As soon as scientists will find the “gay gene”, there won’t be any gay babies anymore in this world. Then we can get rid of the gays from the very beginning.
LGBTQ people won’t have a future, that’s why they should become normal immediately.
And because only 2-3% of all people are gay, we can abandon them. The world population is already large enough, why should we keep the gays alive?
It isn’t anything personal, it’s just a job.
Please try to understand that this is necessary.
“Tyler”, you are what you are. Stop trying to be better than others by altering things that you don’t like about yourself. If you can’t get along with the fact that you are a woman, it’s your own problem. Stop bothering other people with it. In fact you don’t have any problems. All that you’re doing is just a weird idea that comes from the fact that today, everybody is trying to stand out and to be selfish.
“Tyler”, you are a woman. You have to be with a man. If you don’t attarct any men, you should consider growing your hair longer, wearing makeup and dressing more girly.
I hope you will never have kids. Because you would mess them up.
Please answer this message.
-Sophie M. Herold

 

Well, i don’t even know how to respond to that…

(Source: sporketysporkism)

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  1. colbysaurus reblogged this from sporketysporkism
  2. metalmanatee reblogged this from sporketysporkism and added:
    message, mate :(
  3. 28mmhero reblogged this from tylerdidit and added:
    what the fight for Equality...all about. Stopping “Little Hitlers” and bring peace and...
  4. tylerdidit reblogged this from sporketysporkism and added:
    shitty. Sorry this person’s...really talk about anything trans related.
  5. stayambitious said: What the actual fuck. I would say 100% do not respond. This person obviously feeds their ego off hurting others and is even looking for you to respond just to see how badly she offended you. best way to defeat her is to not give her what she wants.
  6. slipping-in-and-out-of-cynicism reblogged this from sporketysporkism and added:
    whole community. I sometimes forget...breaks my heart.
  7. pinocchioboy said: Just ignore it, I got pretty much the exact same message about a month ago…
  8. goldenmetal said: ignore it. some people have way too much time on their hands and you have to be delusional to spend so much energy writing out messages of pointless hate.
  9. hoopdayz said: I would just ignore it. Some people dude… some people are so ignorant
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