SporketySpork

SporketySpork I’m Tyler, 21 years old and i live in England.

I’m figuring out who i am, this blog is for me to document my struggles with gender and life in general. It’s also here to help anyone going through similar troubles. I intend to do this by being completely open and honest about everything that goes on and offering my support to those who want/need it.

Please bear in mind; labels aren't for everyone, but i like mine, they help me remember myself.

I love football, guitar, bass, air drumming, singing (despite my lack of talent), art, poetry, expression, nature, discovering, zoning out to music, watching sunsets and sunrises, listening to birds on summer mornings, long strolls away from civilisation, being a romantic no matter how cheesy it gets, sentimental moments, androgyny, being queer, people watching, being asked questions that challenge me...

My second blog is;
http://findingbeautyin.tumblr.com

Youtube;
http://www.youtube.com/user/TylerrrTheAndroGaymo

I dreamt about my ex last night. The one person i’ve been in love with, it was a strange, pleasing yet disappointing dream all at the same time.

I won’t go into detail because my dreams are bizarre as it is and you know how i waffle on. The main points are that we were with a large group of friends in some form of theatre and i felt like me again. I felt really happy, secure and content having her by my side again. I miss her a lot lately.

She took amazing care of me, cheered me up when nothing/no-one else could, understood me better than pretty much anyone and was just the most intriguing and amazing person to me. She also fully accepted and supported my gender identity and helped me feel more like myself. I miss how we were when we spent time together and i definitely miss cuddling with her.

I really wouldn’t mind having a relationship like that again, without the bad ending of course. Although i still don’t think i’m ready for any relationship yet but once i’m past this dating phase…

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