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I must try and blog more frequently.

Okay, so i kind of like a girl on my football team but things aren’t being simple. I’ll call her Betty to keep it simple.

At the moment, i don’t want to get attached to anyone unless we’ve gotten to know each other pretty well and i’m pretty sure that feelings are mutual. I also want to avoid getting attached to anyone who is having any form of drama with an ex.

By that i mean mainly such as the situation with Betty. She was ranting that she wants to get away from where she lives just to get away from her ex. This ex of hers hadn’t exactly treated her properly, flirting with others and calling her a ‘mate’ when flirting with these people. I think Betty said her ex had also actually cheated on her. She also apparently asked Betty on a couple of occasions if they were together or not after arguements because if not then she will go and sleep with a girl she’d pulled/been flirting with.

I don’t know why she’s done such things or have a clear picture of what they were like together, i mean for all i know Betty could have treated her the same or worse. But she made out that she wants nothing to do with this girl, flirts with me, then brings this ex to our football match the next day. Safe to say i wasn’t impressed.

It’s not like either of us have openly said we like each other and we’re in no way tied to each other but clearly there’s some issues that need to be settled before anything can happen.

Another important thing is i need to gauge her feelings about trans* people so i know how to handle telling her my identity. I won’t tell her unless things appear to be progressing.

I’m scared to care too much about her at the moment; i can’t see her ex backing off any time soon so i’m backing off for now.

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