SporketySpork

SporketySpork I’m Tyler, 21 years old and i live in England.

I’m figuring out who i am, this blog is for me to document my struggles with gender and life in general. It’s also here to help anyone going through similar troubles. I intend to do this by being completely open and honest about everything that goes on and offering my support to those who want/need it.

Please bear in mind; labels aren't for everyone, but i like mine, they help me remember myself.

I love football, guitar, bass, air drumming, singing (despite my lack of talent), art, poetry, expression, nature, discovering, zoning out to music, watching sunsets and sunrises, listening to birds on summer mornings, long strolls away from civilisation, being a romantic no matter how cheesy it gets, sentimental moments, androgyny, being queer, people watching, being asked questions that challenge me...

My second blog is;
http://findingbeautyin.tumblr.com

Youtube;
http://www.youtube.com/user/TylerrrTheAndroGaymo

Donors and Dysphoria

A couple from my football team are asking friends on Facebook for help finding a sperm donor so they can have a child together.

I forgot that, as much as i feel male tonight, i don’t have sperm. So i was pretty disappointed when i realised i won’t be able to actually donate for them. They’re such a lovely couple, i really am gutted i can’t help.

I’m also really gutted that it’s triggered my dysphoria >.< I keep nearly expressing my gender identity in person and on Facebook to my friends and family, i’m not ready. I should really try to be more careful.

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  1. sporketysporkism reblogged this from rottenmeats and added:
    So being reminded of the fact i can’t...and therefore being reminded that i am assigned...
  2. rottenmeats reblogged this from lorycannotsupinate and added:
    looked over socialjustically’s “about me” section. Not impressed.
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